Just going nuts...

I really do not understand how people do it.  Sometimes I sit here and think about what life brings you and the friends that comes and goes.  But how do you explain to people all the hate that sometimes we all have for each other.  Look at me for example I sit and try to be the best person I can be, but somehow I always end up with getting the "bitch slap" literally speaking.  I thought that life was supposed to teach you lessons and you are supposed to learn from them but with all the experience that I have on my 33 years old of my life it is ridiculous that I have to go through so much scrutiny from people who you think one time they are your friends and then just as easy turn to be your enemy.