Wednesday, March 30, 2011


You know sometimes I wonder if people get satisfaction from lying to one another.  Take me for example, This guy told me that my dad died while I was in Iraq and I thought it was true.  I got sad, cry a little, and then went back to my normal life.  Now a few years later I come to find out that he is alive and doing well.  I even found out that I have a baby brother he is 5 years old.  I mean I love my dad but he needs to stop making me feel old LMAO.  Anyways I am here just thinking how much I have miss of my life because I used to hate him so much, but now I think is time that I left those feelings behind and I start new sharing with them my new life.  After talking to him I came to realize that instead of hate I miss him and at least knowing that he is OK gives me the opportunity of being a better son for him.

Thursday, March 24, 2011


For the first time in my life I have had to call cops on somebody on my neighbors because they were arguing and throwing stuff at the wall and I could not concentrate on my reading.  Yes they got me mad because I am always the nice neighbor and I am tired of doing it.  I am stopping being Mr. nice and becoming the ass that I need to be to keep up with this nasty people that live around me.

Wednesday, March 23, 2011


I thought I have move on; but it does not matter where I live or in what country I am living.  I still have to deal with people making fun of the way I talk or the way I am.  You know what, I am so tired that I am going to buy a house like up in the mountains where I can be by myself and never meet people.  I am sick and tired of everything in my life going good and there is always some asshole who cannot just mind his own business and just leave me alone.  I am sick and tired of people and some of my so called friends keep wondering why I really do not like making friends because they can never behave.

Wednesday, March 16, 2011


Why is it that when you think that everything is going good something comes up to disturb your peace and quiet in your life.  I have the most annoying neighbors next to me.  The cannot stop arguing and they are loud and obnoxious that every time I see them I just want to just slap them and tell them to grow up.  And to top it seems that they could not for the life of me be quiet. I wonder if it is just necessary for black people to be so loud.  And do not go believing that I do love people of all color.  I have friends from all over the country; but for the life of me I still cannot understand why every black person that lives around my neighborhood has to be loud even when talking on a cell phone.  Does anyone has any answer for one of this life mysteries LOL.

Wednesday, March 2, 2011


I really do not know why I woke up frustrated.  I mean I got some good night sleep and my life has been kind of turning around.  I do still hate the people that hate me back and I have move on far away from the drama that my so called "friends" were bringing to my life.  But I still feel like there is something missing in my life but I still do not know what am I missing.  Do not know why I got so mad at my brother because he is better at video games than me.  I mean we all have things that we are good at but come on I even deleted all my accounts from my Xbox360 and my Playstation3.  I usually do not let it bother me but man it gets me so mad.  Now I am trying my best to move on with my life and having fun with a new job.  This month I will be in LA for Fashion Week, which should be interesting and my brother is starting school by the end of this month.  I am so disappointed with the news that the government is cutting so many services and it is crazy.  Where is this country going to go to if we keep going down.