So I started on the 10th of last month to continue my education. I just finished my Associates degree so I figure why not keep on going and start my Bachelor's degree. I think I should have stayed in vacation because for once this one is harder. We have to do more assignments on group which I find it tedious because I have been doing all my assignments by myself so I do not need to wait for people to actually do their part of the assignment so I can send it to the instructor. I do have to remind myself to just take it easy because not everyone can get their part done on time or whenever I need them to. I do on the other hand find it crazy that people do not read their syllabus and I have to keep on reminding them how is it that an assignment needs to be don. I thought that going to college meant that you were going to be dealing with adults but sometimes I think that it is just high school all over LMAO!!!
I came to Florida for my daughter's B-Day party. I have to say that I was surprise that everything went well for the most part. Like always we had the drama that comes with almost most of my ex-wives's family. I really do not understand if it is that they do not know how to leave personal problems behind and not bring them to kids B-Day parties. Then of course it is my aunt which I really wanted to just slap her silly because she was driving me crazy. I mean come on how many times do I have to tell her that because I only see my daughter once a year I have to give her the space that she needs so she can get used to back to me. But no all she wants to talk out of her mouth is how much she wants me to hug my kid and to hang out with her. First of all let me clarify that I did hang out with my kid and we had a wonderful time, but also I know it is her B-Day party and I do not want to monopolize her space because she needs to hang out with her friends and her family that came to see her so is not all about me it's also about what she wants.
Just when you think that I am ready to open my heart to others and be more than friends I tend to just get shut down and heart broken. I sometimes sit in my room thinking if there is something wrong with me. But then I remember something that is more important than just being here and trying to find love in this earth. I know that I do not need to worry about the rest because eventually I will die and as long as I am happy with me and everything that I have accomplish on my life I will be alright.
You know I really enjoy my RPG games but I do have to say that sometimes I really get frustrated that I do not get to enjoy them as much as I should. I spend ever month a lot of money on the games and the book, but guess what I never get to fully enjoy it. Sometimes I wonder if I should just stop playing them and buy them all together.
Well I finally finish with my Associates degree and I am really happy about it. But I made the mistake of deciding to start my Bachelor's degree which is not such a problem, with the exception that there is a class mate who seems to have issues with me. I try talking to the girl about the problem but I am not coming with still no middle ground. So today I finally talked with my academic representative and told him that I need to drop the class and change to another one because I am really not feeling comfortable taking this class and trying to do homework when all this class mate does is aggravated me. I could not believe that there would be a day that I will be dropping out of a class because of somebody. I went through a similar problem on another class but I was able to find a middle ground with the class mate and work things out even if we did not like each other, but this person she is is just too much anything I post or talk about it for her is wrong; then she has so many issues with my personal schedule that I was like really that is why I am taking classes online so I can do it at my own schedule. But I guess some people cannot respect others schedule even thought we try to make it some what fair for the rest of the classmates.
