Fireworks!!!

Just when you think that I am ready to open my heart to others and be more than friends I tend to just get shut down and heart broken.  I sometimes sit in my room thinking if there is something wrong with me.  But then I remember something that is more important than just being here and trying to find love in this earth.  I know that I do not need to worry about the rest because eventually I will die and as long as I am happy with me and everything that I have accomplish on my life I will be alright.