Florida...

I came to Florida for my daughter's B-Day party.  I have to say that I was surprise that everything went well for the most part.  Like always we had the drama that comes with almost most of my ex-wives's family.  I really do not understand if it is that they do not know how to leave personal problems behind and not bring them to kids B-Day parties.  Then of course it is my aunt which I really wanted to just slap her silly because she was driving me crazy.  I mean come on how many times do I have to tell her that because I only see my daughter once a year I have to give her the space that she needs so she can get used to back to me.  But no all she wants to talk out of her mouth is how much she wants me to hug my kid and to hang out with her.  First of all let me clarify that I did hang out with my kid and we had a wonderful time, but also I know it is her B-Day party and I do not want to monopolize her space because she needs to hang out with her friends and her family that came to see her so is not all about me it's also about what she wants. 

Fireworks!!!

Just when you think that I am ready to open my heart to others and be more than friends I tend to just get shut down and heart broken.  I sometimes sit in my room thinking if there is something wrong with me.  But then I remember something that is more important than just being here and trying to find love in this earth.  I know that I do not need to worry about the rest because eventually I will die and as long as I am happy with me and everything that I have accomplish on my life I will be alright.

Video Games!!!

You know I really enjoy my RPG games but I do have to say that sometimes I really get frustrated that I do not get to enjoy them as much as I should.  I spend ever month a lot of money on the games and the book, but guess what I never get to fully enjoy it.  Sometimes I wonder if I should just stop playing them and buy them all together.

School vs Free Time!!!

It really gets me mad when people do not understand that sometimes school takes most of your time and you do not get any free time to do anything else.  I have this roommate that is all the time telling me that he cannot understand why I cannot finish any of my games that I have for my Xbox or my PS3.  I try to explain to him that I do not have as much free time as him.


I go to college full time and I do like having my 4.0 grade average and there is not way that I am going to just let it slip to play a game.  I do try to play my games on the weekend but if I can't then I can't and is not a big deal for me.

Shopping!!!!!!

One would think that going shopping should be easy and enjoyable. Well let me tell you that I went shopping 3 days ago, and it was the worst shopping experience of my life. First I couldn't find what I was looking for and then when I finally find a store that has it then I end up getting late to pick it up and they gave it to somebody else. Sometime I think that I should become one of those online shoppers and just deal with the waiting to arrive in the mail.

Awesomeness!!!!!!

I wonder sometimes what lies ahead in the future. Is it true that after your first love life is over? It seems that most of people think that life after 30 is over. And if that's the truth then does that mean that my life is over. Before I got marry I used to be able to do so many things and now after a separation it seems like life is just over. These gets me really depress because I just don't get to see where all this is going. I guess I better start getting my calendar back in track and just enjoy the rest of my new beginnings and start living life and enjoy my freedom.

Hair Extravaganza left me speechless

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I thought I have seen it all but I guess I was wrong. Hair Extravaganza took it to the extreme and it was really weird to see a dress made out of hair. But I do have to say the queens came up with some good ideas and also some disasters LMAFO!!!!!!