School vs Free Time!!!

It really gets me mad when people do not understand that sometimes school takes most of your time and you do not get any free time to do anything else.  I have this roommate that is all the time telling me that he cannot understand why I cannot finish any of my games that I have for my Xbox or my PS3.  I try to explain to him that I do not have as much free time as him.


I go to college full time and I do like having my 4.0 grade average and there is not way that I am going to just let it slip to play a game.  I do try to play my games on the weekend but if I can't then I can't and is not a big deal for me.

Shopping!!!!!!

One would think that going shopping should be easy and enjoyable. Well let me tell you that I went shopping 3 days ago, and it was the worst shopping experience of my life. First I couldn't find what I was looking for and then when I finally find a store that has it then I end up getting late to pick it up and they gave it to somebody else. Sometime I think that I should become one of those online shoppers and just deal with the waiting to arrive in the mail.

Awesomeness!!!!!!

I wonder sometimes what lies ahead in the future. Is it true that after your first love life is over? It seems that most of people think that life after 30 is over. And if that's the truth then does that mean that my life is over. Before I got marry I used to be able to do so many things and now after a separation it seems like life is just over. These gets me really depress because I just don't get to see where all this is going. I guess I better start getting my calendar back in track and just enjoy the rest of my new beginnings and start living life and enjoy my freedom.

Hair Extravaganza left me speechless

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I thought I have seen it all but I guess I was wrong. Hair Extravaganza took it to the extreme and it was really weird to see a dress made out of hair. But I do have to say the queens came up with some good ideas and also some disasters LMAFO!!!!!!

Annoyed&Frustrated!!!!!!

Do not get me wrong I love my roommate as much as any family member but I do have to say that I get a little bit annoyed when I buy a video game and of course because I work so much I do not get to play it right.  Well for some reason I have to hear how much progress he made or that he finish the game before me.  I mean come on.  I have to say it gets me so mad and I do not know why because in the end I will finish the game; the only problem is that after he is done with it I feel so mad that I will not play the game for at least 3 or 4 months later.  I also do not want to tell him not to play it because that will be so mean of me specially when I make more money than he does and he does not get to buy all the games that I have.

Questions that nobody will answer!!!!!!

Is it possible true that the new age of things to do is to just cheat on each and as long as the other person does not know then it is really OK to do it.  I still do not understand how people can cheat, and if the main reason is that they do not like the person that they are with then they should just break up the relationship that they are in and just move to the next one.  Can somebody tell me why the necessity of cheating???

Surprises!!!!!!

You know sometimes I wonder if people get satisfaction from lying to one another.  Take me for example, This guy told me that my dad died while I was in Iraq and I thought it was true.  I got sad, cry a little, and then went back to my normal life.  Now a few years later I come to find out that he is alive and doing well.  I even found out that I have a baby brother he is 5 years old.  I mean I love my dad but he needs to stop making me feel old LMAO.  Anyways I am here just thinking how much I have miss of my life because I used to hate him so much, but now I think is time that I left those feelings behind and I start new sharing with them my new life.  After talking to him I came to realize that instead of hate I miss him and at least knowing that he is OK gives me the opportunity of being a better son for him.

Cops!!!

For the first time in my life I have had to call cops on somebody on my neighbors because they were arguing and throwing stuff at the wall and I could not concentrate on my reading.  Yes they got me mad because I am always the nice neighbor and I am tired of doing it.  I am stopping being Mr. nice and becoming the ass that I need to be to keep up with this nasty people that live around me.

Secrets!!!

I thought I have move on; but it does not matter where I live or in what country I am living.  I still have to deal with people making fun of the way I talk or the way I am.  You know what, I am so tired that I am going to buy a house like up in the mountains where I can be by myself and never meet people.  I am sick and tired of everything in my life going good and there is always some asshole who cannot just mind his own business and just leave me alone.  I am sick and tired of people and some of my so called friends keep wondering why I really do not like making friends because they can never behave.

Annoyed!!!!!!

Why is it that when you think that everything is going good something comes up to disturb your peace and quiet in your life.  I have the most annoying neighbors next to me.  The cannot stop arguing and they are loud and obnoxious that every time I see them I just want to just slap them and tell them to grow up.  And to top it seems that they could not for the life of me be quiet. I wonder if it is just necessary for black people to be so loud.  And do not go believing that I do love people of all color.  I have friends from all over the country; but for the life of me I still cannot understand why every black person that lives around my neighborhood has to be loud even when talking on a cell phone.  Does anyone has any answer for one of this life mysteries LOL.

Frustrated!!!

I really do not know why I woke up frustrated.  I mean I got some good night sleep and my life has been kind of turning around.  I do still hate the people that hate me back and I have move on far away from the drama that my so called "friends" were bringing to my life.  But I still feel like there is something missing in my life but I still do not know what am I missing.  Do not know why I got so mad at my brother because he is better at video games than me.  I mean we all have things that we are good at but come on I even deleted all my accounts from my Xbox360 and my Playstation3.  I usually do not let it bother me but man it gets me so mad.  Now I am trying my best to move on with my life and having fun with a new job.  This month I will be in LA for Fashion Week, which should be interesting and my brother is starting school by the end of this month.  I am so disappointed with the news that the government is cutting so many services and it is crazy.  Where is this country going to go to if we keep going down.

Just going nuts...

I really do not understand how people do it.  Sometimes I sit here and think about what life brings you and the friends that comes and goes.  But how do you explain to people all the hate that sometimes we all have for each other.  Look at me for example I sit and try to be the best person I can be, but somehow I always end up with getting the "bitch slap" literally speaking.  I thought that life was supposed to teach you lessons and you are supposed to learn from them but with all the experience that I have on my 33 years old of my life it is ridiculous that I have to go through so much scrutiny from people who you think one time they are your friends and then just as easy turn to be your enemy.